Today really very tired. Dont know why. Didnt talk to May much also. Tomorrow she going back to Udon and will bring your mama to make her passport.
I am very unhappy today. But even if i am unhappy, i try my best to pretend everything is okay. I still force myself to eat and rest. Because i need the energy to stay alive, to see you again.
No matter how tired i am, i still miss you very much & no matter how i tired i may be, tonight, i still want to tell you, that I Love you very much. I really do.
Good night my love and will u please tell me in my dreams, that everything will be okay? I need your love so much.