Sunday, November 1, 2009

12:34 PM

Dear Ning,

I went to see Ah Jahn Ek and Ah Jahn Tong already. They will help you do blessing and they also read our fortune. Ah ning, u must believe me we will make things work ok? I also did s Sayan, ha tiow, so it will give us more blessings. I know you'd have no objection right?

Ning, i got a new job at a new bank. the pay is not bad, so i'll be able to take good care of you. The plan is still the same, u come out, i go back thailand with you to get married first. But if my job is good, i'll stay in SG to work first, but i will go to thailand every month to see you ok mai? I save more $ then i will go thailand more frequently. and when u can come SG, maybe u come SG live with me and i take care you nah?

I bai bangkok on Tuesday liao. To see ah may and to buy somethings. Ah ning, wat u want? i buy for you ok? I will come back very soon, dont worry alright.

Ah ning, I love you very much, please tell me nothing has changed ok? I really will wait for you. Ning, I love you.

Tee rak,
Dawn

Friday, October 30, 2009

12:16 AM

WIfe,

I am going to Ah Chan Tong tomorrow to pray for you and us. Your HSA report is coming out soon. I hope Ah Chan Tong can help you with his blessings. And for you, I will get a tattoo to protect us. Okay na ka? I am willing to do anything for you, just for you to be safe and happy.

I am very determined to make this future ours. Irregardless of anything, i want to stick it out with you. No matter what, i am determined to love you with all my life.

Collin and Ju went to BKK already. Maybe they will meet Ah may. May is thinking of going to work at Cambodia then JB. When she work in JB, i will fetch her to prison to visit u again. Dont worry baby...rest assured Chao Chiu Mai Dai na ka? Jin Jin mi mi ah liao kap, rak kun mak mak na.

Please stay healthy and happy inside. I want a happy bride in April. =)
Wife, I love you. with all my heart and soul. Goodnight

Loving you so much,
Dawn

Thursday, October 29, 2009

12:32 AM

My Wife, i can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
Theres nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever... because i really love you

Dawn

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

11:40 am

baby,

I did alot of things over the week..i went for a few job interviews n got a few jobs offer. I am still deciding which one to choose. I know wat u would say. U would ask me to choose the one i am happy with right? =)

Baby,i also went to the temple to pray and get blessings. I pray for u to be happy, pray that we will get through this ordeal n become stronger. Pray for yours and my father, mother. Hope that they will be healthy n happy, n pray for ah may work will be good..

I got a good news for u. The temple will teach thai every sunday from 1pm to 3pm. I will go and register and learn thai..then next time we can communicate ok?

darling, wait for me ok? i still love you, still want to be with you. i love you jin jin...

Your love,
Dawn

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

23:35PM

Ning,

yuu baan liao. very tired nah, but i found work to do. So have to start saving $ and plan for u and me. Do not worry about anything, i take care you until i die ok mai?

Ning, i really miss you. I feel so bad for not being able to see you. But the lawyer also cannot help much. please dont feel abandoned. When ur inside, and me outside, i still miss you alot..baby, i dont want to lose you. I pray day and night that our faith will go on. I really want to spend the rest of my life with you jin jin.

Theres nothing much i can do, i have my fears, but one thing i know is this -

Ning, i still love you very much. Please believe me.

Ur husband to be,
Dawn

Monday, October 26, 2009

10:23 AM

baby,

sorry ah, last night i was busy doing research for my business then fell asleep. Today i got 3 interviews. Need to find work to do soon, else no $, need to pay car also. How are you inside? Ur english got improve or not? Be hardworking ok? Then next time u come out english will be good. I go save some $ and i learn learn thai, so next time can communicate better.

Baby, now i going out to buy parking for the car, then later in the afternoon got 3 interviews. Wish me luck ok? I will write again when i come back this evening..

Ur husband,
Dawn

Sunday, October 25, 2009

12:25 pm

ti rak ti rak ti rak,

Today is sunday. U sabai sabai or not? U know my pe-arn know new thai girl from thailand, ah gab. She is like u little girl..very narak. Everytime i see her, i think of u nah.but dont worry,i dont like her, cos i got u. She think my pe-arn narak ah,now together happy mak mak.like me and u. Haha..

Darling, i wrote u another letter. U see mai? U got write back to me or not? I hope u can faster write back to me nah. I want to hear from u!

Baby,now i always write in the afternoon,cos at night, tired, nong very fast. U not angry nah?but everynight i still say i love u...ok?

Baby,i hope u faster come out.now going sept liao..hope time will pass faster nah..i love u mak mak baby...love u....

Missing u,
dawn