Ti Rak,
i miss you alot. nothing makes me feel better except you. wherever i go, i keep thinking how nice it'd be if you were beside me or take a walk with me in the park. have meals together. watch a movie...there are so many so many things i want to do with you...sometimes i imagine you are beside me, it makes me feel better...
there was this one time, before you were my gf, i imagined, How nice it would be if you can be my gf. you can never imagine how happy i was when we went out for our first date. Does it mean, if i think of you and want you bad enough, my dreams will come true?
My love, i miss you so much everyday...10 more days. 10 more days, and i may have a chance to see you.
Today May called me, ask me to speak to you mom and assure her that you'd be fine. I told your mom, that you will be safe, and you will eat and sleep well and take good care of yourself. Baby, please do so ok? else i'll be be letting your mom down.
My dearest love, i'll be sleeping now. but before i sleep, i really want to say this to you -
I love you..i really really do...
Dawn
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
12:39 AM
Baby,
Today was the first day of work. I quite like the job, because it is not stressful and my new colleagues are friendly and helpful.
Oh, by the way, i saw your จองหอง มาก มาย เพื่อน at golden mile. Essart! 555
How are you today baby? got eat and sleep properly? wait a while more ok? 16 Oct is only 10 days away. You can see your ma ma and phee rak soon.
Tonight, i am not going to say I love you, but i will sing you a song! ok mai?
Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you theres no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles thats what you do
For the morning sun in all its glory
Greets the day with hope and comfort too
You fill my life with laughter
And somehow you make it better
Ease my troubles thats what you do
Theres a love thats divine
And its yours and its mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one
Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you theres no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles thats what you do
ฉันคุณ
Dawn
Today was the first day of work. I quite like the job, because it is not stressful and my new colleagues are friendly and helpful.
Oh, by the way, i saw your จองหอง มาก มาย เพื่อน at golden mile. Essart! 555
How are you today baby? got eat and sleep properly? wait a while more ok? 16 Oct is only 10 days away. You can see your ma ma and phee rak soon.
Tonight, i am not going to say I love you, but i will sing you a song! ok mai?
Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you theres no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles thats what you do
For the morning sun in all its glory
Greets the day with hope and comfort too
You fill my life with laughter
And somehow you make it better
Ease my troubles thats what you do
Theres a love thats divine
And its yours and its mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one
Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you theres no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles thats what you do
ฉันคุณ
Dawn
Sunday, October 4, 2009
10:52 PM
Baby,
how are u today? its raining again..please keep warm ok?
Today May went to the temple, will only come back tomorrow. I will confirm with her the air tickets soon and book for both her and your mom.
Tomorrow will be my first day at work, so i will try to sleep early tonight...but before i go...
Tonight Im tangled in my blanket of clouds
Dreaming aloud
Things just wont do without you, matter of fact
Im on your back, Im on your back, Im on your back
If you walk out on me, Im walking after you
If you walk out on me, Im walking after you
If youd accept surrender, Ill give up some more
Werent you adored
I cannot be without you, matter of fact
Im on your back, Im on your back, Im on your back
If you walk out on me, Im walking after you
If you walk out on me, Im walking after you
Another heart is cracked in two, Im on your back
I cannot be without you, matter of fact
Im on your back
Darling, i will always be watching over you. no matter where you may be.
Goodnight my love, I love you, very much.
Loving you,
Dawn
how are u today? its raining again..please keep warm ok?
Today May went to the temple, will only come back tomorrow. I will confirm with her the air tickets soon and book for both her and your mom.
Tomorrow will be my first day at work, so i will try to sleep early tonight...but before i go...
Tonight Im tangled in my blanket of clouds
Dreaming aloud
Things just wont do without you, matter of fact
Im on your back, Im on your back, Im on your back
If you walk out on me, Im walking after you
If you walk out on me, Im walking after you
If youd accept surrender, Ill give up some more
Werent you adored
I cannot be without you, matter of fact
Im on your back, Im on your back, Im on your back
If you walk out on me, Im walking after you
If you walk out on me, Im walking after you
Another heart is cracked in two, Im on your back
I cannot be without you, matter of fact
Im on your back
Darling, i will always be watching over you. no matter where you may be.
Goodnight my love, I love you, very much.
Loving you,
Dawn
2:21 AM
Morning Darling,
Just know went to meet my friend for coffee. And she stays near Changi. I did a very silly thing. I drove myself to Changi Womens Prison, and stopped outside for a while hoping to feel closer to you. Baby, i know you must be feeling confused about us right now. Especially after so long when we did not have any communications. Please be strong, my feelings for you are exactly the same when i first met you. Trust my heart i love you all the same, and i will not give up on you, will not give up on us. I will not look at another 2nd girl, as you are already my wife in my heart. I will take care of you till the day you die, and even for my next life, i know i still want to be with you, and love you all the same.
Thee rak, all i ask is for you to have a piece of mind. Remember you once said, and i will always remember; you will believe me, as long as i want you to. I am asking you, my love, to believe me. Believe i will always love you and only you. There will be no one else. You will be the one i want to see every morning, and kiss you goodnight every night.
Although now i cannot really kiss you goodnight, i will keep my promise to say, I Love You every single day. I really do.
Goodnight my love, You are one day closer, to be right back in my arms.
Loving you, every second..
Dawn
Just know went to meet my friend for coffee. And she stays near Changi. I did a very silly thing. I drove myself to Changi Womens Prison, and stopped outside for a while hoping to feel closer to you. Baby, i know you must be feeling confused about us right now. Especially after so long when we did not have any communications. Please be strong, my feelings for you are exactly the same when i first met you. Trust my heart i love you all the same, and i will not give up on you, will not give up on us. I will not look at another 2nd girl, as you are already my wife in my heart. I will take care of you till the day you die, and even for my next life, i know i still want to be with you, and love you all the same.
Thee rak, all i ask is for you to have a piece of mind. Remember you once said, and i will always remember; you will believe me, as long as i want you to. I am asking you, my love, to believe me. Believe i will always love you and only you. There will be no one else. You will be the one i want to see every morning, and kiss you goodnight every night.
Although now i cannot really kiss you goodnight, i will keep my promise to say, I Love You every single day. I really do.
Goodnight my love, You are one day closer, to be right back in my arms.
Loving you, every second..
Dawn
Saturday, October 3, 2009
2:25 AM
Good morning baby,
I spent the whole day resting and doing research at home. Asked May to enquire more on the shophouse at Soi Jinto Kam. The rent is about 6000 BHT a month, with a room upstairs. Lets hope she has good news for us as i like the location. Its behind the University, so customer mak mak di!
The shop use to sell 2nd hand phones and and clothes, with abit of furniture and fittings, lets hope it can be used at a small restaurant. I spoke to Collin bout it, shes just as excited as me. We can do what we are good at! Cooking! and earn a simple living.
I also did abit of research on the various types of Visas we can apply. Since Collin's mom is still holding a Thai national passport, i believe she can apply for Non Immigration Visa valid for a year.
Im not sure if my dad is holding a PR or thai ID, most likely i will have to apply for Business Visa that will be valid for 1 year, else my last option is an extended social visa for 90 days, extendable for another 21 days at Nong Khai Immigration crossing Laos... Not that bad, at least its only 45 mins drive away from Udon Thani.
Are you excited? Cos i am planning this hopefully to give u a big surprise when your out. But i shant tell you too much, as what Rong Rak says, "dont jinx it"
I hope u will be happier as days goes by. I am really working hard out here to figure a way out for the both of us. Remember, at the end of the day we have got each other to hold on to.
Rak, I love you. I really really do.
Goodnight.
Dawn
I spent the whole day resting and doing research at home. Asked May to enquire more on the shophouse at Soi Jinto Kam. The rent is about 6000 BHT a month, with a room upstairs. Lets hope she has good news for us as i like the location. Its behind the University, so customer mak mak di!
The shop use to sell 2nd hand phones and and clothes, with abit of furniture and fittings, lets hope it can be used at a small restaurant. I spoke to Collin bout it, shes just as excited as me. We can do what we are good at! Cooking! and earn a simple living.
I also did abit of research on the various types of Visas we can apply. Since Collin's mom is still holding a Thai national passport, i believe she can apply for Non Immigration Visa valid for a year.
Im not sure if my dad is holding a PR or thai ID, most likely i will have to apply for Business Visa that will be valid for 1 year, else my last option is an extended social visa for 90 days, extendable for another 21 days at Nong Khai Immigration crossing Laos... Not that bad, at least its only 45 mins drive away from Udon Thani.
Are you excited? Cos i am planning this hopefully to give u a big surprise when your out. But i shant tell you too much, as what Rong Rak says, "dont jinx it"
I hope u will be happier as days goes by. I am really working hard out here to figure a way out for the both of us. Remember, at the end of the day we have got each other to hold on to.
Rak, I love you. I really really do.
Goodnight.
Dawn
Friday, October 2, 2009
2:33 AM
Baby,
Today is finally the last day of my work! Tmr, sat and sun i can rest at home. Ma Ma ask me where are you. She say, you still have some clothes in the cupboard, ask me to wash for you!
I already wash alot of your clothes nah, tmr still need to wash somemore! But its ok. I am happy to wash clothes for you. =))
Today, went to find a friend. Talked about some plans about opening a store in Udon Thani. In this way, you can be close to your family and we can also earn a living. What do you think?
We can get a shophouse, downstairs can sell noodles, upstairs got 2 room, we can stay there together. Do you like that idea? When holiday comes, we can go bangkok and shop! I feel so happy thinking about it. I will go there with friend on the 30th of Oct. Then we can see around for a nice location, if we see something we like, we can rent it down. When the holiday comes, we can go bangkok for shopping! I feel happy just thinking about it.
Love, its almost a month since you are away, nothing has changed. I still miss you everyday and still waiting for the day i can have you in my arms. How i wish u can know wat u are thinking of now.
I will be patient and wait for your homecoming. Mi mi ah liao kap. Chao siu mai dai! I hope you sleep well tonight, dont worry so much. We can only wait now, and i am hopeful that it will be a sweet homecoming.
Gina, I love you. very much, Goodnight my dear...
Missing you always,
Dawn
Today is finally the last day of my work! Tmr, sat and sun i can rest at home. Ma Ma ask me where are you. She say, you still have some clothes in the cupboard, ask me to wash for you!
I already wash alot of your clothes nah, tmr still need to wash somemore! But its ok. I am happy to wash clothes for you. =))
Today, went to find a friend. Talked about some plans about opening a store in Udon Thani. In this way, you can be close to your family and we can also earn a living. What do you think?
We can get a shophouse, downstairs can sell noodles, upstairs got 2 room, we can stay there together. Do you like that idea? When holiday comes, we can go bangkok and shop! I feel so happy thinking about it. I will go there with friend on the 30th of Oct. Then we can see around for a nice location, if we see something we like, we can rent it down. When the holiday comes, we can go bangkok for shopping! I feel happy just thinking about it.
Love, its almost a month since you are away, nothing has changed. I still miss you everyday and still waiting for the day i can have you in my arms. How i wish u can know wat u are thinking of now.
I will be patient and wait for your homecoming. Mi mi ah liao kap. Chao siu mai dai! I hope you sleep well tonight, dont worry so much. We can only wait now, and i am hopeful that it will be a sweet homecoming.
Gina, I love you. very much, Goodnight my dear...
Missing you always,
Dawn
Thursday, October 1, 2009
3:00 AM
Darling,
Just came back from supper after work. Tomorrow is the last day! i am so happy. I will be starting a new phase in work and i hope that means one day closer to u too!
Sometimes i miss you so much, i will just go shopping and buy things for you. It makes me feel better as i feel connected to you. Till date, i have bought a gold chain, a top and 2 winnie the pooh poster for you. I hope u like the presents. i cant wait to give them to you. =D
Have a received my letter? Please write to me if you have ok? i really miss u very much and want to hear from you soon. I will still continue to write you letters every 2 weeks.
I am going to sleep now, but of course, before i go, i want to tell you, I Love you, and will continue to do so for as long as i can.
with lots of love,
Dawn
Just came back from supper after work. Tomorrow is the last day! i am so happy. I will be starting a new phase in work and i hope that means one day closer to u too!
Sometimes i miss you so much, i will just go shopping and buy things for you. It makes me feel better as i feel connected to you. Till date, i have bought a gold chain, a top and 2 winnie the pooh poster for you. I hope u like the presents. i cant wait to give them to you. =D
Have a received my letter? Please write to me if you have ok? i really miss u very much and want to hear from you soon. I will still continue to write you letters every 2 weeks.
I am going to sleep now, but of course, before i go, i want to tell you, I Love you, and will continue to do so for as long as i can.
with lots of love,
Dawn
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